https://idlermag.com/2011/08/17/prime-suffering-years/ A U.S. Webzine: 2010-2013 Thu, 18 Aug 2011 16:15:58 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.com/ https://idlermag.com/2011/08/17/prime-suffering-years/#comment-1770 Thu, 18 Aug 2011 16:15:58 +0000 http://idler-mag.com/?p=6577#comment-1770 This is lovely. I too have been agonizing over not doing the work I need to be doing, and am wasting my time feeling guilty rather than just getting shit done.

]]> https://idlermag.com/2011/08/17/prime-suffering-years/#comment-1745 Wed, 17 Aug 2011 20:48:27 +0000 http://idler-mag.com/?p=6577#comment-1745 right? it’s a bit of a sick fantasy. i thought about that when i was at my worst. definitely take me up on talking about this stuff sometime.

]]> https://idlermag.com/2011/08/17/prime-suffering-years/#comment-1739 Wed, 17 Aug 2011 17:12:19 +0000 http://idler-mag.com/?p=6577#comment-1739 I often hope that something “bad” will happen to me–that I’ll be in a horrendous car accident, that I’ll nearly get hit by a train, that I’ll get struck by lightning, etc.–so that the shock of the whole thing will “reset” me and I’ll become the happy, beautiful, productive, pulled-together person that I want to be.

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